I really REALLY don’t want to be here right now. I don’t want to be where I am, wherever that may be. And I need an escape.
Do you ever have those moments when you just can’t handle your emotions? They are so strong, so controlling. They take over and you can’t think of much else. Your mind starts spinning. You create images of the future. A future now changed because of the emotion you’re feeling. A false future, really. No one can predict the future, or even begin to imagine what it will actually be. But right now, the emotion you are feeling is so strong, that you see your whole life in front of you. And all you see is pain.
But subconsciously, without even realizing, you think of a song. That one song that seems to describe perfectly how you are feeling. It acts as a comfort, a shoulder to cry on. And you sing it over and over in your head until its stuck there for a week. Or a month. Or a year. At least until a new emotion takes over.
And that’s the beauty of a song. There’s a song for everything, it seems. A song can make me feel so much. A song can pull tears out of my eyes, and before I know it, I’m sobbing. And it’s beautiful. And when I’m sad, or broken, or need healing and comfort, and I need that escape, all I wanna do…